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But to be honest, I think that much of what you say leads me to feel that you are going to be gay. Well, you're only 17, and it could be that things will change for you over the next few years. I want a girlfriend, but I am not sure even that will sort this mess out! I don’t know what to do, I’m frightened that I will be gay, and am trying to fight it off, as though it were an itchy jacket! I don’t know how I feel, and need some advice on what I can do. I don’t want to be gay, as I said, deep down I am ashamed of the way I feel, I still feel as though it is not normal, which may have originated from my parents views I feel guilty, and very heterosexual after masturbation as I usually do it whilst thinking of male friends.
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He does know that I do not have a problem with gay people. However, as much as I would like to, I cant talk to him about this, as I do not feel confident that he will not tell anyone. I idolise him, he’s very intelligent, good-looking, confident and has a very low sex drive! People find me funny and ‘sweet’ and I can’t really think of anyone who I don’t get on with, however people still assume I’m gay even though I ask out many women, and show affection to women. I also have a lot of male friends too.Īnother matter is that I am attracted to one of my male mates and only him. I haven’t had a girlfriend for about four years now, but have many female mates, who I get on really well with. I have fumbled with male friends, more than normal, I’m sure, but I have never wanted to love another man, it is just sex that I think about. However, at the surface, I fantasise over homosexual sex and many people believe that I am gay, and express those opinions – and have done for longer than I can remember. Deep down, I want to get married and watch my wife have my children and have a really close relationship. I’m male – but I have for the last few years been very afraid that I may be gay.